rollercoaster maze

I call it a rollercoaster maze this week. For couple of reasons...

One - being crazy as hell with my health. Blame it to the weather, I guess. It has been raining, then hot. cool. freezing. Aaargh. Bottom line, I got sick for couple of days.

Two - ain't no job for me. Am I overly qualified? that the only jobs around are for accountants. Will I even consider it just to be busy. Money's not really a problem at this point. But keeping me sane with something to do. I know I still have my fair share of reading materials, movies to watch and activities to do outdoors (biking, bush-walking, beach stroll). But working is just something that makes my mind and skills intact.

Three - meeting friends. socialising. fb games. these fucking vices. *&#@!! its just too much and I reckon I need to know my limit. Bum life just takes me away. I don't want to fall into the pit and begin whining.

I've already drawn up some plans on how I want to lead my life but the universe is not yet conspiring with me. Maybe not the right time yet. but when? What sorta job would be waiting for me. that event shall dictate what happens next.

Anxiously and desperately waiting...