Saturday, April 24, 2010

Complete Freedom

A breather, really.
Always something that bothers me.
Haunts me every night.
Last night it scared the hell out of me.
What they have done is completely unconscionable.

I've been meaning to completely move.
Resolve discrepancies thats has always been unknown.
Got a new one and i feel better.
More prospects and hoping for a brighter care free banking.
But still got something evil tucked under my sleeves.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

echoes from the distant shore

waves splashing incessantly
as i was sitting on the shore
it pulled me away and i began to drift farther
towards the limitless vast of the sea

not minding what i had left out
i rummaged an unchartered territory
feeling the adventure of this new found being
i have quenched and found the joys from within

Sunday, April 11, 2010

mission: self-reconnaissance

i push harder
it wont budge a bit
the weight i am carrying
i just cant fathom.

i cant believe i am at this place
still floundering helplessly
to make it work
seemingly inconceivable.

all efforts are futile
no logical reason why
no fusion to help me on this struggle
no reassurance. nothing.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

untitled ii

A lot has changed since last time I put an entry to my website. I've been handling the pressure of a new role, managing my PR on both old and new superiors, and of course not missing out on the fun side to keep me sane.

17 days can be that long really but here are some points worth sharing:
  • Finally settled in Pyrmont, half of my boxes were opened but I am still stressed on where to put the rest of my stuff;
  • The 'Takeovers' arrived but still beset with hardships as I struggle double jobs. Let's just say its pro-bono service and to uplift my reputation;
  • Easter break. Time to reflect, revive and unstress.
  • Finally, I've booked my short-trip home. My uber excitement can't be explained. So my one-week stay in Manila would be the quickest escape from work before the surge of busy season takes place.
  • Twingeing of my left foot which was caused by a quick zap of chair on my toenail. I kissed it and still praying that my toenail will survive the horrific encounter.
  • Going back to reading. The mood to read resurfaced when my friend lent me her book. Look me in the Eye is the title. Very touching.
  • Movie mania is still up. Been watching every Tues still. Latest one i saw was 'Shutter Island'. I like it. Did a review on my FB page.
  • I lost my Prada sunnies and it sucks. big time.
  • My creative mind vanished alongside with logic and reason. The obvious evidence is - the first time I posted 'Untitled' after another.