Wanyir

Happy to say that I managed one year work with my current employer. Seems like I just started not so long ago but what I learnt is exponential. I do still have the burning passion in the line of work that I do whether its hell or heaven whoever manages us or what type of leadership culture has been instilled to our team. It is still up to us to evolve our daily tasks to an ideal scenario. Life is what we make of it... anyway just props to the best SFA team. Hope we have this good chemistry to keep us sane in this crazy job of ours. It is the world we live in after all.

Chicken Soup for the Soul.

There is something bigger and evokes the human spirit. Unexplainable connection that has an instantaneous communion to my soul. Is this what I'm searching for?

Parallel Universe

How can two persons exist in one reality? Both can see the same full moon. Both feels the cold and wet last week of September.

Person 1 feels like everything is simple and can feel that there are no unresolved issues with the heart. However Person 2 thinks all is a complex labyrinth of decision making prior to getting to a resolution. Devoid of spontaneity. Person 2 wants to be Person 1 and just feel the emotions he long to feel. However in retrospect the other longs for order and success in what he does. Achieve more and travel the world. More practical solutions rather spontaneous thinking.

Maybe parallel universe does exist? We walk on the same path everyday but P1 and P2 never cross path. If only they can synergise and gain each other's strengths and develop strategy to manage weaknesses.

Then I realised that maybe it's just a dream. The feeling is real as if I am conscious. Dreams come from the factory of our subconscious hopes and dreams.

If it is a dream? Let me stay here longer. Wake me up when my dreams and reality finally reconciles.

Beautiful Trauma World Tour 2018

I guess it pays well to be spontaneous and not to always be on point when making decisions.

I agreed to watch Pink concert on the day itself. I had to cram to relearn her hits and discover her new songs from Beatiful Trauma album.

Her show was the best concert I've been to. She glides thru the air whilst singing effortlessly. Her voice was f**cking perfect.  And she did give me a reason to be a newborn fan. So what, I'm a rockstar! ... it's a shit day. !#%&*@÷ clearly I have the P!nk fever within.

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Visit my YouTube channel for some clips at ronmerc_concerts

H2O

For some reason everyday becomes too much of a routine but having started to walk from home to office has been bit exciting. Takes half an hour. I get a chance to connect to my inner self. Thoughts just appeared left and right. Perhaps nature nurtures the mind exuding mystifying aura that reverberates to another portal of consciousness.

Hopefully it is sustainable. But reflection is key to layers of ideas that ripples from unknown to a conceptual form in my brain.

Eclipse or what I think it is..

I think this darkness is temporary and should instantly recede followed by ray of sunlight. Or it is much worse than I think it is?

In case it develops into typhoon, am I ready? Yes for sure. Been to worse and I kept my rain boots and titanium poncho. So I shall survive.

This unfortunate event seems to be forthcoming. Will endure until it ends. I just need to formulate an extra antidote to be safe.

PELC it!

This week is still gloomy and dark. Perhaps just time to be lazy. Pamper time though to continue the rest of the weeweek. Get all toxins out. Next week I challenge me to get fit. Going back to gym and start planning the right well-balanced diet.

Way back when I was a kid I created PELC. This is sorta like a project to retune myself and get into the right track. Mostly it has something to do with goals towards school and overall social well-being. Now that it might not be relevant I introduced various projects to create balance. Look for the "Yin" to my "over-Yang" personality.

Still got to think what to call it but let's begin with basic discipline for now.

Wee-day ...err weeweek

Spring has begun and so is the wee-day. Its weeweek actually. Celebrating a week of giving myself the utmost care I need. Need to go back to healthy living soon after this weeweek. Thanks for my lovely workmates for making this day special. I don't actually celebrate elaborately but I appreciate the LVoe. Had amazing dinner at Sky Phoenix. And of course the Vogue Fashion Week coupled with drizzles of blessings. Tomorrow is Mr Tipplys and Kitty Hawk. Party!

Decode this.

Not a fan of too much cliche.. keeping it succinct with a frantic expression of gratitude to multitude of joy this has brought me all this time. Yet I have this unexplainable darkness within the vestibule of my mind.

It can sound ironic but finding the state of that paradis perfume can be relative. I still envisage a day that this void to be encapsulated. Nurtured by the light gleaming from a thousand suns. I have yet to follow this winding road to the abyss. Redeemed by cryptic creatures I encounter on this labyrinth of complexities.

Then finding a new era exuding with full acceptance and world without pretentious glare. All creatures breathe nothing but a remarkable gesture of unity. The grandeur that is yet to be found.

Maybe one day.. The thick cloud above me will soon settle down and light will beam down to an array of spectacle yet to be seen with astounding resonance of comfort and familiarity.. World without strangers. Can there be a parallel universe I can be transported to? Tie me to rocket to see thousand splendid suns.