Saturday, June 21, 2008

emptiness

last night we had spanish dinner (i.e., tapas, paela, sangria...) 
got a lil bored and decided to go home
normally i would join the guys for after dinner
but then there's something that's bothering me
is it cos my house's a total mess or is there another reason i don't know

now its saturday noon
i realised half a day passed by
so much else to do
but i feel empty
and i don't have the urge

its almost two years living here
but everything's pointless
just couldn't think about a single thing to keep me inspired
now i'm going to the city and find something that would make me happy
at this point, i couldn't think of anything that satisfies me

arrggghh... this is killing me!

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