Tuesday, November 26, 2002

Movie Line from "Chasing Army"



Alyssa: "Why are we stopping?"

Holden: "Because I can't take this."

Alyssa: "Can't take what?"

Holden: "I love you."

Alyssa: "You love me?"

Holden: "I love you. ANd not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you call it. And it's not because you're unattainable. I love you. Very simple, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute and quality I've ever looked for in another person. I know you think of me as just a friend, and that crossing that line is the farthest thing from an option you'd ever consider. But I had to say it. I can't take it anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can;t look in your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can';t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I know this probably queer our friendship--no pun intended--but i had to say it because I';ve never felt this befroe, and I like who I am because I've never felt this before, and i like who i am because of it. and if bringing it to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But i couldnt allow another day to go by without getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shootdown. And ill accept that. But i know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation. that means you feel something too. All i ask is that you no dismiss thatat least for 10 seconds--and try to dwell in it, Alyssa, there isnt another soul on this planet whos ever made me half the person i am when im with you, and i would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. because its there between you and me. you

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