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ran out of things to say, i guess i will just talk about the jolt of excitement that keeps on rushing in whenever the thought of finally going back home pass my mind. two weeks to go. i started buying stuff for friends and relatives. my credit card application has finally been accepted. that's perfect for shopping back home. i know that its heaps expensive to buy things here. so i will spend my holiday shopping and traveling. i hope i could go to places i never been before (i.e., palawan, baguio, iloilo). i hope i could also go to ilocos too.

just finished my IELTS finally. feeling confused if i should push through with my residency here. the thing is i can't say that i have made a firm decision of staying. its still 50-50. what are the factors to consider? for one, i wouldn't want to work crazy hours in my previous job. quality of life is good here but who to spend it with? yeah i have my friends here but they still haven't fully decided to stay either. i am definitely enjoying my job. it seems that the only consideration is it really really doesn't feel like home. i know that i've been here for more than a year but it just hard to fully adjust your thoughts on settling in.

hopefully, the idea of going home for a month would help me think about if i can really make it. i wish i could. i reckon i should. but still i am opening possibilities of another career too. lets just see what happens...