I feel so down.

Sometimes I think that life is really unfair.

Shit! Why can I have a normal life?!

Why is that when I've finally fall in love,

the world disagrees.

I am tormented, paranoid, and always anxious

about what's gonna happen.

Good thing, there's work

that could compensate my anxieties.

I hate feeling this way.

I just hope I was born in another world

where I could live freely as I wish

without any hindrances or whatsoever.

Still apprehensive about the whole thing.

I just pray that this would end.

And life will be back to normal.

I just wish...