the only chance for summer

i know that this season is weird. with the showers and all. it is supposedly summer!! but it did not stop us from going to the beach. and it might be the only chance in celebrating summer. next month will be fall. so even if its windy we just didn't care. about an hour or two and we just laid on the sand. brought something to read though i cant make sense of what im reading. it seems not the right book to enjoy (Gaarder's deep profound thoughts).



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at present, i just can't find the right thing to do to keep me satisfied. it seems that every weekend - i feel empty. bored. gebohrt. just staring at the ceiling. nothing to think about. nothing ever make sense now. damn. decided to just grill some stake and when i was about to watch episode 10, season 4 of Greys - blood started splattering around. quickly, i replaced it with all-familiar friends. now i'm satisfied.