damn it! the taxation exam is really freaking me out
maybe because of that i may not be able to pass the board
but still i have high hopes for my answers
i reviewed them meticuliously
MAS, TOA, and AT are fairly done
i know i did my best
am just hoping i answered correctly
anyhow, next week would be less difficult than the first batch
now lets talk about my plans regarding my career
hmm.. i plan to enjoy first my first month of being a bum-bum!
i think it would be cool since i dont have to worry about anything
then im going to apply for a job on an auditing firm
then life goes on...
hope to meet a lot of friends on work
hope to meet her there
hope to finally feel the sense of fulfillment
but i always question myself
when would i feel complete
i mean if i pass the board exam
there would be a degree of fulfillment on my part
but would it finally pay-off?
maybe not
it would finally pay-off when i get my first pay check
i will surely miss my friends back in college
my number one crush!
she'll surely be successful in life
she's smart and i know she'll make it
but i really really miss her company
sometimes i question myself and destiny
why such thing ever happened to me
why did i fall for her
why not other people...
i dont exactly know if she understands my situation here
but til now i think weve drifted apart
after couple of years, i will reckon every single moment w/ her
and what happened to our friendship
then prolly am going to resent everything ive done
is it me?
well i dont know
and as far as i know i did it for myself
i just dont want to feel devasted and all
i dont want to feel the guilt of not saying whats in my heart
i want to move on
i met someone on the chatroom
she's really cool and amazing
a girl who really knows what she's talking about
really had a fun time talking to her
but the frustrating thing is
she has a special someone
i dunno why life is treating me this way
the first time i fell in love
the girl's already taken
and when i found an opportunity
i crossed the boarderline of friendship
and now... history repeats itself
talk about tough luck!
anyway, life revolves
and as clouds roll by
we find moments to share
and i will definitely tell in this blog of mine
the whole thing that's happening to me
til then..
and i keep on blogging...
