wounded soldier

January will almost come to an end. This month has been the worst for me. I've visited the Medical Centre 4x. I've had 3 different illness and til now I am unwell. Its a shame that i have to stay home for this long weekend. I just hope and pray that tomorrow I'll be back on my feet. Do something fun for Australia Day.

My life has been a total shit. Everything's a mess. Struggling every single day to go to the client. Discretely doing my work as if I'm in no pain. But last Friday, I just couldn't make it. The huge spasm just twisted my stomach and I couldn't move. All I can do is kneel down and curse the pain to go away. Every night has always been a disaster for me. I go to the bathroom and struggle to let it all out. Mixture of pain in my stomach again and ended up with pure liquid waste. I just don't know what to do and I'm sick of all of this. I'll watch my health and hope that one day I will be well again.

BB Storm

Finally, I was able to get a new BB. Been thinking about this since last christmas. Too bad both my old fones aren't working properly. That justifies it.











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visa renewed

i guess i will be staying here 'til 01.11 then. got my new visa. got my new amex as well.

the other route to healthy living

it seems that i have taken a different pathway this week. Goodbye vices! My grocery bag's full of healthy stuff. Fruits, Veggie, Juice, Milk, Oats, Muesli Bar, Pasta... No Coke, Sweets or Chips!

Also hafta continue on my 800mg+ antibiotics per Dr. Wong. So I bought one again. Also got an anti-sore throat (just in case it happens again). Some powder mix which has additional fibre supplements. I tried awhile ago. Its really thick. Its like your drinking your almirol (cornstarch mix?).

I just don't want to be sick again. It hinders me from working late during the week days - I know its horrible but what can we do? its busy season... It also keeps me from going for outdoor activities in the weekend... Ending up in bed to take rest...

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Toxins. All sorts of negativity. Sick and tired of all those shit. I just want to start anew. This Monday should be day 1. I hope I could be more happy, healthy, work efficient and spiritually enriched. I need a new regimen. I hate starting 09 with a bad aura. Too tired of living under the dark ages. This time it should be the era of enlightenment.

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Busy days ahead

Vacation's over. It's time to start the busy season. I really don't know if this is the type of work I still want to do. Once HRHRM pushes through, I'm definitely quiting. I want to pursue further studies. In the mean time I have to put up with all the pressure. Deadlines. Just the thought of it - makes me want to quit.



Had a nice dinner at Niko's. They cooked sinigang and it was just so good! Prior to that we went to Ikea. I had lunch - meatballs, mashed potato, lotsa gravy and raspberry sauce. I bought a pillow and my friends gave me another one. Can't wait to sleep. I need more rest tonight. Last night I slept quite late (3am). But it was all good :) haha..

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