Perswik

I reckon I survived well this week fairly. Ended a good Friday with my new colleagues with whatelse but beer.

I learnt a thing or two about HFM. I survived a busy monthend week too. More stabilisation to come next week but I reckon I am capable.

I do like the role. Something that has its own challenges. Ever changing environment. But come to think of it. Me is my own worst enemy. So I do everything at the best of my ability and seek constant feedback. Stay organised. All else will follow.

Will have to put that level of perfection jn a cupboard and be vulnerable. And all woll work well..

Persdi

Is it me, the idea of first day or me being perfectionist that I ought to learn things quickly but failed to on the first day?

Perhaps I should give myself the benefiy of the firsy day. There are limitations on day one like access on all resources I reckon. But my goals is to get a little bit comfortable with my new role this week. So I got til Friday..

I journey again on the train albeit a short one but I do love my trains..

Lonesome Me

A great wave of depression just hit me. I was longing and it didn't happen. It shot me and it was sharp as a sword. Lord, help me as I go through this harsh reality. that I might find what I am looking for. I don't ask much. Just simple sense of belonging.